only a human :'((

I don't know what I feel now.
I'm just feeling all the sadness.I feel alone.What the morning show did not always continue at night.I just want to hang out with all the people I love.I want to go home.I felt I could not survive if it was always like this.I need those who are always there for me.I want this, I want it, I want everything.But still I am just a human.I can only do all of my limited ability, I can't do and get everything I want, how useless I am !!
I'am not proud of my life.I too hope.
Maybe I'm not good grateful, but this is my human instinct.I just want everything.How stupid I can't see the reality.Maybe I should hate, but impossible.I'm just a kid who MUST accept all that is in me.I can't change it and I DON'T HELPFUL !!